Realizations
The longer I’m pregnant and the more uncomfortable I get, the worse I feel for Emily’s China Mommy. It would totally SUCK to go through all of this and then give your baby away to …to no one! To just give her away! It’s not like she got to pick us out. And this SUCKS. I mean, ya it has it’s nice moments, but it’s hard to remember them every second when you feel like you’re chest is on fire from heartburn, your stomach is rock hard, your back and various female parts hurt all the time and you can’t have a damn drink to make it better.
I’m done whining now. But man, I just really GOT IT today how much it would totally suck to do all this work for nothing. NOTHING! Not even the knowledge that your child will be in a loving home with a great life. ugh. She is a stronger woman than I am, by far. It’s not even a comparison.


